I don't know if it's the weather (we're having A LOT of snow right now) or college stuff, but I've been feeling kind of down lately. I think I'm nervous about the future because I really have no idea if I can succeed in what I want to pursue, which is something that has to do with music and/or art. Life itself has no known meaning, so it's just important to do what you want, but that's even more pressure because I've only got one life and if I mess it up then I won't get a second chance. But I guess I'd rather spend my life doing something I love and not necessarily be known for it that do something I hate and not be known for it... See, I ju